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I am sealed in this capsule

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  I am sealed in this capsule The transition from the static concrete of that waiting room to the pressurised cabin of this jetliner changes the entire physics of my wait. I’m no longer pacing floors or slouching into plastic seats; I've been sealed inside a capsule, and soon to be hurtling through the sky toward China. Now that I'm finally buckled in, my restlessness hasn't disappeared, but at least I’ll soon gain altitude. I look around and can see exactly how this emotional shift plays out in other lives. There is an initial sense of order and quiet relief. I see the neat rows of seats, the soft symmetry of the aisle, and the steady, reassuring presence of the flight attendant, offering the illusion of control. The ceiling washes into soft, atmospheric blues and teals. I imagine the sky outside. I can feel the collective breath of a hundred passengers all transitioning into the same forced pause. For a moment, my world feels structured, clean, and neatly aligned. I know ...
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Jingili Water Bug

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Jingili Water Bug

From behind a sacred figurehead
Return from objectivity 
Return from functionalism 
Return from disciplinary power

Move towards subjectivity and genuine ideas
To find states of mind within the disorders 
Of fidelity
Of passion
Of paganism
Of earthliness

This internal world
Of no plot
Of no absolutism
Nothing that is incontrovertibly true

Unpretentious
Of mutual interest 
Of mutual understanding









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