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Enhance your memories through other people's memories This is the game we learned from childhood The sounds of thinking through the sounds of sleep Play the game to wake up Protect yourself Hear their whispers Visualize your action To see the difference Remove yourself from the crowded noise Then polarise your actions in response to your fixation

In all of their form Superb bravo The immaculate facets Of questionable answers Those who will never approximate beauty In sets of three In pairs In isolation This war between intellect and history Actuality and vision For most a stretch too distant to attempt Punished all deviants Those suspicious Those who disclaim institutional correctness In this room The once dearborn Once cherished now scorned The binding fate To encapsulated and make use of traitors

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Sign Post Conspiracy From rule by decent To those expediated as expendable In the eleventh hour, promises emerge The giver of all things makes good Over and over again we are held by this belief And as all is repeated We await for as normal becomes Whether as serpent Whether as ignorant Everything is under control In conspiracy In cannibalism In capitalism We gather in order and rank Underneath, traditions perpetuate Inspirations bubble and pop Popular legends are repurposed Symbols are redrawn Gods and superheroes are mashed Massacres are forgotten Eventually, everything is explained away As conspiracy justify the void within self

Red and white roses A fortress through blood line Noble in silk and commoner in rags Determined power through inheritance

Before all time began Towards all simulated endings We imploded In the want of And to see even more

When I was your mirror I was no less dangerous I knew what it took To be as yourself Now I know how to protect I know your empathy I know your trust I know your desires Desecrated through impunity Deep within Where your monster resides You are in fear of reconciliation And of blame

Sweet sickly toxic plume From city to city cars are killing Dead mouth Deàd eyes Push this mess away The inconvenience and perversion

Can you remember a time? When society didn't use fear When society didn't use hopelessness To control your imagination Your imagination to be obscure Your imagination to be different

Seeing yourself in darkness Thick and impenetrable darkness Anticipating what could and will happen Indulging in the fate of horror Cautious and alert Inability to speak or think clearly And beyond nurtured parameters

Our deepest mistakes Ourselves that slipped away The us we don't understand That part that is irretrievable This part that no longer responds Self-loss cannibalizing self-present Seemingly at loss in how to ever re-emerge

No one finds it easy In silence In drowning In loneliness This is where I am found With my deepest want With my deepest need With my deepest question As always my celebratory stars die As leaders come and disappear As communities reshape In dark and gloom I want to dive in

The timing is now Despite all of the logistical and rational deductions And all key pointers indicate a self-inflicted loss The symbolic conditions are now in your favor The optimum want has arrived So lock down and focus on your target's collective mind Step one patriot: Engage your synthetic substitute Step two family: Drive past the initial horrors through sense and memories of belonging Step three self: look after yourself, self as the primeval one -  do whatever it takes Inflict psychological defeat Enforce morale collapse Make it look like there is no sensible alternative Make sure you look smart, alert and resourceful It is not your role to speak the truth Your role is to evoke controversy Ply until your enemy becomes feeble-minded Corrupt the traditional platform Until there is no idea Until the best is last Until what is now seen is lost Until all is enlightenment is a conspiracy Make achievement less than credible The future is quartered by di...

As the story was told I am not to blame for the character you saw of me Different meanings are cherry picked There are freedoms under fear's command Making profit through taunt Knowing that what was safe was a threat Which you allowed yourself to receive Now strike with unreserved violence A sickness is mutating and fastly evolving The terror within was determined to happen Knowing and watching and doing nothing about it You must make yourself seem dangerous The real cost is your victory Onward one step at a time And while a massacre of ghosts gather Take the opportunity to overdose, on power and challenge

And then when you turn towards me My inner light started to burn into hate As I fled backwards Trying to distance further away from your inquisition Getting by and trying to acquire enlightenment Failing to decide Cowering Cringing hand in hand with the holy ghost How did my memories mutate? The ones that are no longer vivid A complete loss of singular intent All reconstituted into a collected consciousness In complete loss of what was done Confused within swarms of failure Within this collection of innate action Powerful feelings that are too chaotic to describe Now reconfigured as a residue of magnificence That you cannot see Or understand Or remember I just wanted to be better than you