Saturday, October 19, 2019

Ha Ha




A self-deprecating joke
I murmur in delight of my loss
I just need a reason
Shelter with me
Angel of Death please pass us by
It’s not true that no one needs you anymore
It is the what that is driving my unhappiness
Embellished through enforced competition


Bless my soul
A self-deprecating joke


Wet and drenched
The edge is challenging me
So obedient to all worldly matters
Harbouring my safety 
I murmur in delight of my loss
For this lonely man rides again


You should be building me up
But your system keeps drags me back
I just need a reason
To sail away
In a dream


A nightmare is approaching
Shelter with me
I slam the door shut
Alert and quivering
Resilient and defiant in fear 
Whispering
Angel of Death please pass us by


It’s not true that no one needs you anymore
But, I just wish I was dead
My vastness of inadequacy
Your judgment is self-honourable
It is the what that is driving my unhappiness
Controlling the damage of my self-worth 
Embellished through enforced competition



The benefits to those who rule
The benefits for those who are ruled
Masters and the slaves
Civilized and savage
Modern and pre-modern

The civilizing mission of non-nations
Registration, surveillance, and control 

In sickness and health
The shaping of minds
A continuum of sickness
A continuum of violence









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Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Ambitious Artist cover


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An Ambitious Artist Cover
When pressed for living
My skin is my barrier

By John Bennett 
JJFBbennett



In 1983 I moved from Melbourne 
with my love Brenda
to Poowong
To start my painting career

In 2019 I traveled to Seoul
with my love Brenda
And viewed Asger Jorn
artist as a social activist

This book is a collusion of
What
Memory
considered Reflection

My paintings 
were
determined to
have something
to say

An Ambitious Artist Abstract

This story is about growth. By growth I mean, the tenacity to survive in a delicate and highly fragile ecology. 

My underlying artistic dilemma is rooted in the normal and abnormal consequences that impound affordance and manifests self-actualization. 

An artistic response to the perceived narrative and the clues that impact on augmenting a self-sealing consciousness. 

The generated artifacts represent growth gained through spontaneous thinking and physical action set under the conditioning forces of consequence and realization.

An Ambitious Artist Problem

Well, I have a problem and the problem is deep
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig
Yes, it is my problem and it is sublime
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig


I have no means of making it home
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig
With no way of making it out of this mess
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig

An Ambitious Artist Explanation
Dominion and powerless
Strength under control


I re-positioned
I observed
I acted


An Ambitious Artist Cover







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Thursday, October 3, 2019

Human Mammal Self Actualization



Unexpected interference
Self-actualization


A wish in time
Investing in negative sentiment



Self-sealing
Theory
Evidence
Belief


Invested in negative sentiment
Fabric and Structure


Pressed on for living
I have the need to know
Fleeting and impulsive distrust












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