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The 12 loops of Goodbye

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  The Twelve Loops of Goodbye The fluid rises. The cryo-hiss is deafening. And then... the program starts. Twelve times. The system cycles, and twelve times I see you. It starts the same. The image freezes in the dark. It’s you, BK. Or... It’s your idea. You’re wearing the rig. The goggles are locked on me. I try to say your name, but my mouth is filled with ice. I love you. God, I love you. But you don’t blink. The Neural Glitch. Something is wrong. The memory corrupts. I see "corrupted code" trying to stabilise across your face. Your eyes... behind the lenses... they twitch. Microscopically. Are you hurting? Or is that my pain rippling through the connection? A low-frequency pulse warps your skin. You look like a stranger. You look like the machine. The Shuddering Breath. This is the one that breaks me. Total stillness. Then... a faint mist forms at your mouth. Condensation beads on the goggles. I scream at you to breathe! Just breathe! But it’s slow. Irregular. It’s a ...

Sad Sad Songs

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Questions Are your dream realistic? When do you move on? What do you have that you need to let go? How do you give up riding a dead horse? How do you replace a failure with a new dream? Should you disengage because of difficulty? How do you create a brighter future when the present is dark? Statements Finding it difficult in deciding how to move past an issue. Only remembering emotionally stimulated events and not day by day activity. It is a challenge to keep up and move with change. Emotional Intelligence recognize your own emotions and how they affect your thoughts and behavior, know your strengths and weaknesses, and have self-confidence. You’re able to control impulsive feelings and behaviors, manage your emotions in healthy ways, take initiative, follow through on commitments, and adapt to changing circumstances. You can understand the emotions, needs, and concerns of other people, pick up on emotional cues, feel comfortable socially, an...