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Godliness in Stone

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  Scene 1 It smells like… time down here. Not just damp earth or rot, but something older. A primal scent that’s been waiting in the dark for a millennium. I’m recording this at the bottom of the scar somewhere in the anomaly. In my mind, it's called the Necropolis Gully . My helmet is trying to map it—casting these sterile, digital grids over the moss and the stone—but the data doesn’t make sense. It’s glitching. It’s shuddering against the reality of this place. I don't know why I'm here, looking at ruins. Just... debris. But in the ruins, I found the ghosts of a future that never happened. I was walking over shards of polymerised memories . This was once a city.  It was meant to be the heart of a new world that... simply stopped. It wasn't an engineering failure. It was a failure of existence. Holding that slate, I felt this... weight. The grief of the architect. The "wounds of unbuilt dreams." I realised then that this isn't a graveyard for people. It’...

Celeste Power in the Attainment

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In this game, it is important to assume many characters Be malleable Bend do not break Disregard your personal virtues and attend to the event at hand The game Play to win Disregard other people's affairs They will cost you time and reward To understand other people's motives you must know your own Be wary or they will gain on  you Hide your path Invest in your cunning Your decency Your manipulation Your want to win

Celeste Sacrificed Self

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The illusion of being deliberate and in control In disregard of difficult and painful feelings This habitual self-harm is difficult to stop I'm overdosed on power and challenge I am comforted by the covering of evidence I am the one that got away The one that sneaked under your radar And whilst you do not know me I am powerful I shine through my self-inflicted damage Through the cuts and compulsion The burning and infliction The scratching and wrenching I see myself within those that I kill They did not see themselves in my ascension And when the act is completed there is a momentary stillness A silenced and protected space A place for me This, in my sense of achievement My rebirth is in the possibility of next

Celeste Goya's Dog Paradox

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Celeste Goya's Dog Paradox Reawakened as your own victim From your once grandeur Of yesterday's colonial might Enter the paranoia The loss of identity Kill to be killed Rape to be raped Pilfer to be pilfered The illusion of territory gained False promises of maintaining identity Kill the rabid dog The dog is you Protect what you wanted to destroy To bring this world to an end To return to your righteousness Paid through ruthless means The real cost is your victory

Celeste The Dog Within

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All national efforts have been carved up All of the brick and mortar All cultural artifact Historical parasite continue to impact All future efforts have been fated by past decisions An echo chamber mindset Reinforced through bio-morphic resistance The degree of better has forever been tempered Mannered Stylised A massacre of ghosts continue to gather Of previous authority Of righteousness As we rejoiced and then sing like dogs Whilst our platforms are constructed on limited and non-existent knowledge We seek expedient opportunism Aspirations undercut and underscored by an incremental promise Ex-post-facto cut and slash away Forlorn and miserable At loss with hope The endless churn The hoopla barks The campaigning power brokers Lavished in the playground of unresolved conflict Tic for Tac Brinkmanship Another cyclic dilemma Yes, here we go again Driven by manifesto Forever subsequent Forever doomed to never ask the basic question We locked o...

Photo: Our Condition Machine

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Condition our water Condition our air Condition our food Condition our movement Condition our landscape Condition our thoughts Condition our identity Condition our histories Condition our future Welcome Enjoy

Celeste Pathological Calm

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Does it move you away from hate Onward one step at a time Further on from death You are reassured, self-motivated and calm Find the separation between the civilian and personal mindset Power and welfare Autonomously permitted through rank Changed by your cultured stance Identified as the essential mechanism of the situation I am better than thee The space between relationships well-being responsiveness, reactive thinking, and stress triggers Purposed to be in the game

Celeste And Then The Vision

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Take action Your line in history is now Who's side are you on Stand straight and strong In line and in hate In remorse and in death Lost in what could be Not knowing how it became to be Take the first step Let the noise and mayhem in Immersed and engaged in action No longer to hear No longer to see Put yourself in the dangerous position Make yourself dangerous