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There is a disparity in my light

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  There is a disparity in my light Clarity, I've learned, doesn't guarantee a smooth landing. While the core recalibration manages the internal mechanics, you eventually have to look back out the window and confront the destination. Looking for a new perspective and a striking contrast to normalised assumptions, there is an abstraction to sort through. The abstraction gives way to a jagged, real-world landscape. As the light of intention widens, the splitting of the universe is somehow centred. On one side, there is a blinding, geometric clarity . The sharp, glowing decisions are on the horizon. It slices into deeply set teal patterns of clinical acceptance. It is the architectural precision of a fully realised destination that is cold and uncompromising. On the other side of the divide, the residue of regret refuses to be neatly filed away. They are vibrant, bleeding magentas and crash heavily like a restless king tide that refuses to stop. This is the whole of me. I carry...
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The Conquest of My Terror Within

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 My life as a poem, part one


My bug within



The Conquest of My Terror Within

From traditional roots to digital dreams

There is repression over and over again

I try to find a word for it

A lifetime of SOS

My bug eye crawls through the night searching for venues and options

And yes, there is a hole in the wall

But I am too weak to stand and too weak to kneel

So I scratch and scrape and scurry from the light

To dwell in fantasy

Forever on alert to my terror within.


Poetry Genre: 

Nihilist, dark ambient, industrial, avant-garde.







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