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My Alien Plasma

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  My Alien Plasma I made two digital artworks, each with a different approach. The first, Alien Plasma Neo, uses advanced digital editing to show a highly detailed energy being. The second, Plasma Alien, is a gestural painting that focuses on raw emotion. My interest in the 'energy being' theme comes from a lifelong curiosity about forces and life forms beyond what we usually see. I find energies and unseen phenomena fascinating because they represent transformation, vitality, and the mystery at the centre of my creativity. I want to explore how to visually convey inner power and life force, using both digital tools and painting techniques. I like experimenting with different tools to change an artwork. Comparing these two pieces shows how my intent shifts, much as a traditional artist might try out new media and methods. Alien Plasma Neo My first piece, Alien Plasma Neo, was all about hyper-definition and symmetry. I wanted to show this being at its highest energy, even down t...

Photo Bali Night Sanur

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Even as the junk silently roles in, your normal can be revitalise Depending on mindset and inquisivity Flowers can bloom for you Sculptures can mentor Trees whisper Leaves comfort Between cloth and stone, your essence can beam When released from duty As permission is given to self-forgive Breath in  Pause  Then exhale

Celeste Judgment

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What follows is what is determined In the judgment, the decision, the point The pleasure of ending The pleasure of starting The wonderment of Yes and No The knowing of winning The learning in loss Here right now In judgment Create your future Own your intended legacy Describe your foreverness Invest in your decisions And then your time will begin In the measurement of Celestial Time

Celeste in Contemplation

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How to feel absolutely renewed When transforming from regeneration Methodically and slowly as it goes From what happened to a continuous re-event In this box of instantaneous events Where past and present compete Wrapped by a transparent membrane All is safe From those who say You are altered You look different Your appearance and personality has changed So begins the lying to self Of moral injury Ethical transgressions And traumatized Pounding flashbacks Lost of trust And finally resting in a residue of failure

Photo Cullen Bay Utensils

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I want the direct experience And devour it in full And in the presence of my time I do not want incomprehensible transcendence Nor do I want the just of divine intervention I want to profit whilst bathing in enlightenment Make profit whilst demanding entitlement Bask in my overwhelming brilliance And wanting to hammer the life out of itself Questioning the thing in itself To employ the utensils of power To challenge our spectrum To become limitless

Photo Java Time

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When flying into Java You see the passing of time What was now What will be now The transience of change The possibility of immanence Soon to be death Soon to be rebirth Magnificence and devastation

Celeste Power in the Attainment

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In this game, it is important to assume many characters Be malleable Bend do not break Disregard your personal virtues and attend to the event at hand The game Play to win Disregard other people's affairs They will cost you time and reward To understand other people's motives you must know your own Be wary or they will gain on  you Hide your path Invest in your cunning Your decency Your manipulation Your want to win

Celeste Sacrificed Self

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The illusion of being deliberate and in control In disregard of difficult and painful feelings This habitual self-harm is difficult to stop I'm overdosed on power and challenge I am comforted by the covering of evidence I am the one that got away The one that sneaked under your radar And whilst you do not know me I am powerful I shine through my self-inflicted damage Through the cuts and compulsion The burning and infliction The scratching and wrenching I see myself within those that I kill They did not see themselves in my ascension And when the act is completed there is a momentary stillness A silenced and protected space A place for me This, in my sense of achievement My rebirth is in the possibility of next