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What is the Churn of the Unmade

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  What is the Churn of the Unmade?  Metamodernist art by JJFBbennett It isn’t just paint; it’s the heavy, exhausting gravity of pure affectation. I applied these deep purples and stark whites with a thick palette knife, wanting you to feel the weight of the medium itself—the messy, chaotic over-saturation of our digital lives, the constant noise. It’s dense, tactile, and completely overwhelming. But  The chaos is interrupted by a line of perfect, unyielding geometry. A clear glass ring slicing straight through the noise. This physical ring stands as the initial boundary of awareness. On one side, the suffocating density of raw human expression and digital noise; on the other, a clean, projected window into an idealised, quiet simplicity.  Where does the noise end, and where does our awareness truly begin? The glass ring doesn't just divide the canvas; it bridges two entirely different eras of the soul.  Look to the left. You see that heavy, anxious abstract expr...

Celeste Dark and Awake


Amongst ourselves and in godliness
We strive to wake
To remain
Comforted by the discovery
We are actually asleep at the same time
Knowing the  overwhelming willingness to accomplish
Despite this relentless drive whilst passively wanting to remain
In both conditions without fear of nightmare and actual

Asleep and striving to regain
Revived, refreshed and recalibrated
Ready to self-recognise the ending and starting point
This tangible reclaim
Held tightly to foundational primaeval desire
Time to turn back on
This space of differences
Of pre-birth, wakefulness, sleep and post-life.
And in play
In transformation
Recognising something else is there

Resigned to day to day thinking
And in the game to drive and stay focused
Momentarily experiencing the need to cry
For no reason falling down
Then there is this
I am within myself
Within the mechanics of life and within the larger awareness of waking
The surpass of heightened awareness
Glimpsing certainty pushing pass the point
Of ascending back and between the unknowing and the enduring







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