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There is a Disparity in My Light: Navigating the Split Creative Consciousness

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  There is a Disparity in My Light: Navigating the Split Creative Consciousness Introduction - does metamodernism oscillate? Clarity, I've learned, doesn't guarantee a smooth landing. While the core recalibration manages our internal mechanics, we eventually have to look back out the window and confront the final destination. For many creators navigating major life transitions or complex technical boundaries, this shift introduces an unsettling inner divide. The anatomy of disparity in creative practice is the psychological friction of a split being—standing physically present in a new space while your internal pace is still trying to catch up with the velocity of your transition. When we widen our creative intent, we often slice our universe in half: balancing cold, geometric clarity on one side against the messy, vibrant residue of personal regret on the other. Rather than forcing these halves to blend, we must learn to treat this exact contrast as our personalised map. 1. Ge...

Ambitious Artist RAW

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Ambitious Artist Raw no reason no logic just physical and emotional just barely holding on my paintings were determined to have something to say Portrait of an ambitious artist

Self-portrait

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Over time I have changed Through multiple starting points and many opportunities, I evolved How did authority get inside of my head? A mind forged by manacles

Leper Line 25th Parallel

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It was so primitive From the 1860s to 1950s They were seemingly untreatable They were feared  There was panic Colonies within a colony A prison for the sick Of appalling living conditions Enforcing social isolation GRIM and SHAME

1981 An Ambitious Artist

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1981 An Ambitious Artist Back in ‘81  When  Times were fun  As a fine artist  With ambition in mind  I thought of life

LSL 60

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At the age of 60, I thought life would be much easier to understand In the '80s, I was painting art inspired by Fauvist, Cobra and Art Brut artists I wanted my art to be raw, powerful and primitive I was investigating our psychological and physical barriers as they failed to protect I wanted to paint self entrapment where sickness and resistance hid any possibility of outwardly demonstrating wellness. 

Singapore Botanical

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It is the smell that makes life so compelling The delicious smell of damp earth, fallen leaves and aged trees Return to an old wood rain forest to feel it in Sense the decomposing and surrendering of life Get to know the secrets held by the detritivore community Feed on the dead The scent of organisms recycling Making use of death for a continuation of life And allow the decay within to regenerate Picture yourself walking through a forest.  The light is fading fast You are racing to keep up with the light Apart from your panic everything is perfect What do you anticipate?

Osaka Cool

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For a shortish time I flew Without a sense of weight But I was to return Fallen down To here Osaka Cool Twilight Know your roots Where you belong And when you started to seperate To become part of their world  To be driven by  their emotional experience To be part of another's assimilated narrative