Celeste in Contemplation
How to feel absolutely renewed
When transforming from regeneration
Methodically and slowly as it goes
From what happened to a continuous re-event
In this box of instantaneous events
Where past and present compete
Wrapped by a transparent membrane
All is safe
From those who say
You are altered
You look different
Your appearance and personality has changed
So begins the lying to self
Of moral injury
Ethical transgressions
And traumatized
Pounding flashbacks
Lost of trust
And finally resting in a residue of failure