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When pressed for living
My skin is my barrier

By John Bennett 
JJFBbennett



In 1983 I moved from Melbourne 
with my love Brenda
to Poowong
To start my painting career

In 2019 I traveled to Seoul
with my love Brenda
And viewed Asger Jorn
artist as a social activist

This book is a collusion of
What
Memory
considered Reflection

My paintings 
were
determined to
have something
to say

An Ambitious Artist Abstract

This story is about growth. By growth I mean, the tenacity to survive in a delicate and highly fragile ecology. 

My underlying artistic dilemma is rooted in the normal and abnormal consequences that impound affordance and manifests self-actualization. 

An artistic response to the perceived narrative and the clues that impact on augmenting a self-sealing consciousness. 

The generated artifacts represent growth gained through spontaneous thinking and physical action set under the conditioning forces of consequence and realization.

An Ambitious Artist Problem

Well, I have a problem and the problem is deep
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig
Yes, it is my problem and it is sublime
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig


I have no means of making it home
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig
With no way of making it out of this mess
So I dug and dig and dug and dig and dug and dig

An Ambitious Artist Explanation
Dominion and powerless
Strength under control


I re-positioned
I observed
I acted


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